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Friday, June 29, 2007, 10:56 PM

this world is FULL of conflicts and sophisticated stuffff
today i realised alot of things, that i've never even thought of
not until my aunt and my uncle told me so
i guess even though my aunt nags at me alot,
they still care about me - alot.
especially my mom, that i should be appreciative for such a mom
a mom who is willing to give up her happiness cos of you
a mom who is willing to sacrifice her physical body to ache
just so that u can have the things that u desired for
a mom who wishes that u are happy everyday
a mom who wants the best for you
a mom who is physically far apart, yet near in the heart
A TRUE LOVING MOM, i would say

after talking to mrs chan, i felt really upset about the sad news
but God has always some great plans for me, i thought :))
i should "spare a thought for my mom"

"it's unfair for her when she works so hard till she's sick and weary
just because of one trip
"

i felt guilty for thinking selfishly, abt the "wanting" to go for de choir trip
im sorry mom :((

second issue, i would say this is a lifetime lesson
well some things to take note of - God's wonderful plan for individuals
sometimes things come unexpected && most of the time UNINVITEDLY
like losing ones camera?
unable to go for a wonderful choir tour?
being independent while ur mom & aunt is in taiwan?

dont askk me why such things happen, cos my answer is always DONT KNOW
but i believe that this is God's plan
He prepared everything for us,
even what kinda underwear u'r gonna wear the very next day
but under any circumstences
PRAISE HIM, WORSHIP HIM, THANK HIM.
hard to make it happen
but with Jesus our Lord, NOTING IS IMPOSSIBLE !

Thank You Lord for the faith . ^.^