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Tuesday, August 21, 2007, 11:49 PM

His heart is as pure&& sweet...my Lord Jesus ((:

all i ask from You tonight, Lord, is Your forgiveness..


Dear Lord, I sense You listen and see
I cannot sleep until we speak

Please forgive me the mistakes that I've made dear Lord,
I'm sorry for being so selfish...

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may the Lord's great mercy&grace be upon you :)
i want to share about what the Lord showed me ytd

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while i was trying to catch up with my homework
which i've been neglecting the whole weekend
the hse phone rang
i picked it up, but no one answered
feeling strange, i put it down immediately
then it rang again - this time repeatedly
i assumed that it was someone faxing in stuff
and i ignored the ringing
after a few calls, i was too irritated that
i picked up the hse phone ( with the fax machine )

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it was my mom :)
she told me that she was gonna fax smth important
so i said "ok", and hung up
the next moment, i saw this sheet of fax paper
with words written on it, my mom's words
there was written the "instructions" on dealing
with my expenses during my stay here in s'pore
at the very last paragraph, it was written...

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( direct translation )
I am very stressed. Not so much of an income.
I always hoped that the money from Japan could help her
in her daily expenses.
I, myself, gotta pay for my own insurance.
My boyfriend, can't afford to help financially.
We can hardly bare to eat a meal.

even if i'm sick, i don't even dare to see doctor
because i am afraid that it would be expensive.
my current life, leaves me in a very difficult situation
but what else can i do?
If only I had work...


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my heart ached as i read the same passage
over & over again
it made me realise, how selfish i have been...
the one thing that i want to ask of now,
is the Lord's forgiveness..
i want to walk with Him, in the road of righteousness
and faith In Jesus name

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as Romans 6 : 17-18 states,
"But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you wholeheartedly obeyed the form of teaching to which you were entrusted. You have been set free from sin and have bcome slaves to righteousness."
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Praise the Lord on high!
and also a special verse that i would wanna dedicate
to my MOM, and those out there who are suffering

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Romans 5 : 1-5 "Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which now we stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us. "

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we're just so blessed by his showers of blessings,
aren't we? :)))

-not my will, Yours be done