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Monday, February 11, 2008, 8:59 PM
oh yes ! im done with the presentation boardddd!thank you Lord so much for Your help & guidance (:
just hoping that all de effort wont go to waste...
anyway today ii made a waste trip to clarke quay
supposed to collect my pay today
and in the end, they said that today was a "holiday"
for them so no salary given =.=
what a pathetic reason???
but its okay, i was talking to chenyao abt life stuffs
today i have to thank God abt a friend
who was concern abt me, after reading my blogg
he apparently asked me abt my problems and
prayed for me too. and tat's really nice
cos i sense that God still watches over me
especially when in times of trouble
i feel thankful that there's someone out there
someone maybe u least expect would be there to help u out
frankly, i really do feel like im caught in the middle
everything just suddenly zooms into my schedule
that i don't even know what should i do next
suddenly this problem comes, and that problem comes
it just never seems to keep me in peace for a second
but from it, i learnt to trust in God faithfully
i learnt to rely on God's words
never did i realise that this world was never where i belonged
until today this phrase came from my spiritual sister ;
cruelty is the earth's reality
i guess i did not want to accept the fact that i was in
such a terrible zone - the comfort zone
its just so amazing how these things pops out of my mind
after not being focused on God for so many days/weeks
i think this is how our almighty God works
He works in wondrous ways we don't know
amazing graces He will show
to those with Him they may follow
there's so muchh i wanna write about right now
all my angers, my fears, my worries, my distractions,
my problems, my joy, my future, my current affairs
everything in particular. i just wanna vomit out all these
to the Lord. hoping that He would give me strength to
carry on with the dreadful life that i lead on earth
Lord, i need You....
:'(((((