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Sunday, April 27, 2008, 11:28 PM


Horrifying. Frightening. Body-thrilling.


World that is filled with sinful blood.

Soon, very soon, world will come into an end.

according to the prediciton of N_____

in 2012, something may happen

emphasizing, may -


this particular man predicted things, 500 years ago


he predicted,

-the birth of napoleon

-the acts of Hitler

-the beginning of WWII

-the 911 attack

-the relations betw Iraq&America


strange, how would a person that has nv been thru

those generations know that these events were to happen

i've never felt this scared & worried & freaked out before

4 more years which would mean... i will be 21 yrs old?


i admit, i had those selfish thinkings like

what abt my mom? abt my family? what abt my carreer?

my working days are just abt to begin

what abt dating? what abt marriage?

i wanna get married, i wanna hav a caring husband by my side

i wanna hug and love my children, i wanna have a warm family

i wanna have a FUTURE.

a FUTURE that every single parents want us children to have

Lord, are You telling me that it is gonna be the end of the world?

my life was just about to begin !

what abt my mom? i havent been spending time with her

2 years i have been living with aunt pai - instead of my own mother

i was planning to have my own hse living under one roof with my mom

Lord, why??


i know, it's not up to my decision

it's all up to the almighty one above.

whatever happens, shall be God's will.

but i still don't get it,

WHY? :(((((((((((((((((((((