Sunday, April 27, 2008, 11:28 PM

Horrifying. Frightening. Body-thrilling.
World that is filled with sinful blood.
Soon, very soon, world will come into an end.
according to the prediciton of N_____
in 2012, something may happen
emphasizing, may -
this particular man predicted things, 500 years ago
he predicted,
-the birth of napoleon
-the acts of Hitler
-the beginning of WWII
-the 911 attack
-the relations betw Iraq&America
strange, how would a person that has nv been thru
those generations know that these events were to happen
i've never felt this scared & worried & freaked out before
4 more years which would mean... i will be 21 yrs old?
i admit, i had those selfish thinkings like
what abt my mom? abt my family? what abt my carreer?
my working days are just abt to begin
what abt dating? what abt marriage?
i wanna get married, i wanna hav a caring husband by my side
i wanna hug and love my children, i wanna have a warm family
i wanna have a FUTURE.
a FUTURE that every single parents want us children to have
Lord, are You telling me that it is gonna be the end of the world?
my life was just about to begin !
what abt my mom? i havent been spending time with her
2 years i have been living with aunt pai - instead of my own mother
i was planning to have my own hse living under one roof with my mom
Lord, why??
i know, it's not up to my decision
it's all up to the almighty one above.
whatever happens, shall be God's will.
but i still don't get it,
WHY? :(((((((((((((((((((((
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